More secretly

Your face turned
Exceptionally well

Elongated enough
Ilimitiable enough

I too am proud
A bee quite still

When I do speak
I bow too stung

For a windness
For a bright like dark

In my strangest
Dear love, I rise

Brightcurvely
In most

As your fingers
Point

A mouth
Over a mouth

A praise under a waist
Forgive me

I am earlier than today

Whoseness

a radium of rock
possibly impossible

an ardor slim enough
not by love

not by stone
dividing the minerals

inside a corpse
a flight, a copyright

a consciousness

Am I

me

outflung

I think it’s there
where you die again

almost deprived
from ever feeling

sound, a waiting wave

today, thirty eight years have passed

I’d like my portrait done instead
no suicide attempts

my prognosis is good
I can draw, I can reinvent

I’am checked out, mother
My chart, still lays

I can tolerate your voice
I must assume, this is our fate

I will miss you, when you leave me again
I’ve stopped biting my nails, so lets pretend

Why I would rather you not stay

Pablo

tu vives dentro de mi peligro
adentro de mi rabia

parpadeando una silueta
con tus huesos

tus huesos, hechos de claveles
abejita dandome razon

un rezo mas alla de todo
mas alla de mi boca

que se arrodilla
cuando soy mujer

y cuando palidamente yo pienso
fuera de mi mismo

-M