A pediatric psychologist
Asked me what I was afraid of
I drew him a home
With windows that did not properly close
blood tall, blood bold
hollow spots creased
her freckled face
her wounds timed the birth of doves
never telling the same story twice
not a babble, not a psychotherapy
purged the rhymes
or the fillings inside her teeth
with an endless twitch
the yellowy loneliness
became her wholly penicillin
a rainbow, a distant past
a woman with fish for ovaries
~
you will find me chasing rabbits
licking insects off their backs
understand
this is how i manufacture sound
between the leathery doors
resting so near my scalp
with more warmth than a flat roof
a dollhouse where someone plays
rearranging sixty cups of gin
and in this reality
i watch them think they are me
drawing figure sticks
with stale bread from a bakery down the street
creating little rows of innocent grass
setting me mildly free
better somehow , with one less tear for every year
~

