
I left my keys
in the lock
all night
then spent the morning
looking for them.
Are you dissociating
like me
or have we all
started leaving
before we go?

I left my keys
in the lock
all night
then spent the morning
looking for them.
Are you dissociating
like me
or have we all
started leaving
before we go?
There are days
when I cannot tell
if I am living my life
or simply standing inside it.
Sometimes I need
the weight of ordinary things—
the counter beneath my hand
the floor holding me up.
I have loved people
who made me question
whether love was
something we entered
or something we survived.
I have stood inside happiness
and already mourned it.
Maybe that is the
terrifying beauty of it—
to know something is alive
and already feel
the shape of its absence.
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