There is a room in me
where everything I have ever loved
eventually becomes unbelievable.
I’ve been here before.
I know this room.

My mind cannot reconcile
two realities.
That you were here.
And that now
it feels
like I made
the whole thing up.
There is a room in me
where everything I have ever loved
eventually becomes unbelievable.
I’ve been here before.
I know this room.

My mind cannot reconcile
two realities.
That you were here.
And that now
it feels
like I made
the whole thing up.
I want to kiss you
because silence
has become too crowded
inside me.
Maybe
if I reached
your mouth
I could finally learn
the grammar
of everything
you refuse
to say.
I have nothing to say.
Which is strange,
because my mind
rarely gives me silence.
I’ve been away.
I’ve been thinking.
And whatever happened to me
is still happening.
Maybe that’s why
I keep reaching
for words
that aren’t ready
to belong to me yet.

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