I no longer dream
of extraordinary things
Not anymore

“Bruised Peaches & Old Paintings”
I dream of a quiet kitchen at dawn
I dream of open windows
A slow walk at dusk
beneath a sky turning the color
of bruised peaches and old paintings

I want less noise now
Less performance
Less of this endless human habit
of proving we are worthy of being loved
What I want now is simple
and therefore sacred
A sink full of dishes after dinner
The soft weight of my sleeping cats in sunlight
Music drifting through the house at midnight
And love
if it finds me again
must arrive gently
No grasping hands
No crowded silences
No love that mistakes possession for intimacy
I want someone calm enough
to sit beside my quiet
without trying to translate it
Someone who understands
that my space
my art, my time
the invisible interior life of me, has always been cageless
Not distant
Not cold
Simply alive in quiet ways
Like birds disappearing into evening trees
Like moonlight moving freely across the floor
Like poems arriving at 2 a.m.
asking for nothing except room to breathe
Because after all these years
I think love should feel less like fire
and more like light from another room
soft, steady, enduring
the kind that lets you remain fully yourself
while never letting you forget
you are deeply—gently
not alone
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